Post by noah mason scott on Jan 30, 2011 15:05:51 GMT -5
NOAH SCOTT
WILL FIND A MAP AND DRAW A STRAIGHT LINE
OVER RIVERS FARMS AND STATE LINES THE DISTANCE FROM A TO WHERE YOU
nicknames ! -----
age ! twenty-three
birthday ! april 1987
orientation ! straight
membergroup ! returnee
faceclaim ! drew seeley <3 (obviously)[/ul]
'D BE IT'S ONLY A FINGER-LENGTHS THAT I SE
E I TOUCH THE PLACE WHERE I'D FIND YOUR FACE MY FINGER IN CREASES OF D
E I TOUCH THE PLACE WHERE I'D FIND YOUR FACE MY FINGER IN CREASES OF D
ihate ! constant loud music, my step-dad and knowing what i know
ifear ! she won't take me back
mysecretis ! i watched her best friend get killed and no one knows
aboutme ! caring, creative, introverted, quiet, compassionate[/ul]
ARK DISTANT PLACES I HANG MY COAT UP IN T
HE FIRST BAR THERE IS NO PEACE THAT I'VE FOUND SO FAR THE LAUGHTER PEN
HE FIRST BAR THERE IS NO PEACE THAT I'VE FOUND SO FAR THE LAUGHTER PEN
hometown ! whispering woods, maine
mystoryis ! i never wanted to get caught in the middle of something. and no one knows i am. but if i tell now, then i mess everything up.
not much can really be said about my childhood. my mother doesn't know who my father is, so instead she gave me a step-father who is a complete waste of life. i don't dare associate myself with him as "his son" because i'm not. all the man does is drink and abuse my mother. i shouldn't have left for college after graduation but i did. i needed to get away from them. that's not the only reason though...
during high school i had three real friends. ava, whom i'm in love with and always have been; gina, who was only my friend because she was ava's best friend; and henry, who was ava's cousin and gina's boyfriend. henry was like my brother. i feared for him though, because he was seriously committed to gina and she was a promiscuous one. i swear, ava and i caught her with more guys (who weren't henry) than we could count on both our fingers and toes combined. i always wondered what would happen when henry found out about gina's real personality.
unfortunately, i didn't have to wonder very long after graduation.
one night during a party in the woods, i was walking by myself after ava and i got into a fight (since i basically confessed my feeling for her, fearing i could lose her since i was going off to college and she was staying here.) turns out she didn't like my timing. anyways... i heard arguing--henry and gina. from behind a tree in the pitch black of night, i watched as they got into it. and before i knew it, henry pulled out a gun and shot her to death. i stood in horror, not able to even register what i'd just witnessed. before henry could see i was there, i ran.
to this day, no one could figure out who killed gina. ava was devastated as far as i know. henry acted so broken at her death. he thinks he didn't have a witness. i'm not sure where henry is now, because i heard he left to go to college in california that following fall. ava stayed behind and i know she's still back here in whispering woods. i went off to college at nyu in new york and tried to make something of myself. but unfortunately, my mother needs me because my step-father just drank himself to death. so i'm coming back home. it's been nearly 6 years since gina's murder....6 years of me holding in this secret. if i don't say anything now, it's going to be the cold case of the century. my biggest problem though: ava.[/ul]
ETRATES MY SILENCE AS DRUNKEN MEN FIND
FLAWS IN SCIENCE THEIR WORDS MOSTLY NOISES GHOSTS WITHOUT VOICES Y
FLAWS IN SCIENCE THEIR WORDS MOSTLY NOISES GHOSTS WITHOUT VOICES Y
myageis ! eighteen bitches!
ilivein ! gmt-5
ifoundthis ! lea <3
myroleplaysample ! [/ul]
Today was it. The final day.
Nate wouldn't have to deal with the pain and suffering like he had in the past anymore. His parents weren't home and he wasn't expecting anyone over. The whole house was his. For the last time. He'd debated doing this for weeks but with the party on Friday that had been the last straw. He had everything he needed for today. And he was going to make sure he timed it all right. It was 3 o'clock now and he'd skipped school today as it was the Monday after the party. No one was supposed to be around until his parents got home at 8. That meant he had 5 hours...but he wouldn't need that long.
So he looked at the bottle of tequila he had. It had taken him a long time to figure out what he wanted his last drink to be. But he'd ultimately decided on this...straight up from the bottle. He also looked at the drugs he had. There were several benzodiazepines and zolpidem. His parents had recently worked a case where this had all been the C.O.D. How perfect for him. It was a good thing he'd paid attention to the cases his parents worked.
At 3:10 he was ready. So he chugged the bottle of tequila. Then another. And another. And another. Then he had one more left. It was time for the finishing touch. Nate popped several of the benzodiazepines and zolpidem and felt his heart rate increasing. But he'd already made his decision. He stuck them in his mouth and washed them down with the final bottle of tequila. Then he sat on his bed. It was almost 3:20. And here he was....
Ready to die.
Nate wouldn't have to deal with the pain and suffering like he had in the past anymore. His parents weren't home and he wasn't expecting anyone over. The whole house was his. For the last time. He'd debated doing this for weeks but with the party on Friday that had been the last straw. He had everything he needed for today. And he was going to make sure he timed it all right. It was 3 o'clock now and he'd skipped school today as it was the Monday after the party. No one was supposed to be around until his parents got home at 8. That meant he had 5 hours...but he wouldn't need that long.
So he looked at the bottle of tequila he had. It had taken him a long time to figure out what he wanted his last drink to be. But he'd ultimately decided on this...straight up from the bottle. He also looked at the drugs he had. There were several benzodiazepines and zolpidem. His parents had recently worked a case where this had all been the C.O.D. How perfect for him. It was a good thing he'd paid attention to the cases his parents worked.
At 3:10 he was ready. So he chugged the bottle of tequila. Then another. And another. And another. Then he had one more left. It was time for the finishing touch. Nate popped several of the benzodiazepines and zolpidem and felt his heart rate increasing. But he'd already made his decision. He stuck them in his mouth and washed them down with the final bottle of tequila. Then he sat on his bed. It was almost 3:20. And here he was....
Ready to die.
OUR WORDS IN MY MEMORY ARE LIKE MUSIC T
O ME I'M MILES FROM WHERE YOU ARE I LAY DOWN ON THE COLD GROUND I PRA
oh hai! this appy was made by BONES ?! of
CAUTION. she used snow patrol and martha wainwright
lyrics from the song set the fire to the third bar.
don't remove this tag, snickerdoodles. <33
